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i do not really know how to start right now. thoughts are pouring but i can't oprganize them. where to really place them on. and how, hopefully i could fit the right words to describe them. (pause) ahhh!!! still have not found where and how to strike. (pause) ahhh!!! let's put it this way, i'm sleepy and i think i have to give it a rest now. and when i turn to sleep and as i close my eyes; as most have already done by this time of day in the philippines, i thank God for having added another day in my life. i know that He has given one not because i need it but because someone needs me---and that, i have to remember.